So, yeah…it’s been a while.
I wish I could say I finished the 30 Day Shred. I didn’t.
February’s been moderately successful. A few slips here and there, but overall…not bad.
The overwhelming disappointment I have in myself for not finishing the 30 Day Shred is almost suffocating. From the beginning of the month with my renewed sense of working out to now, I have no idea where this month has gone. I did get to Day 18, but after that, my February disappeared. It was eaten up by…I don’t even know what. The past couple of weeks have been a blur. All I know is is that when I get home, I’m exhausted and I don’t work out. It’s silly and dumb and I should’ve kept going. Even if it was getting boring and repetitive.
I need to shake up my routine–both daily and workout. I have to be a proponent of my own change. I can’t rely on other things assisting me.
Poop.